For something better
For whats worth it
i suppose and of course
FeeL and SensE thEre
are many poTenTial new
Ambitions of liFE and
by the way..
Rafiah.. and for me now
after close to 57 years.. it seems
to be thaT Ambition for Strength first
in grade school when my peers intimated
that i was not strong enough to count.. and
then beauty as the name calling came in calls
of less than ugly in names like Skank.. which then sounded
like Skunk to me.. wondering if i smelt okay.. hehe.. sure.. it’s
funny now.. just in the dArk then.. but surely beauty in male
way had a call to fulfill too.. as soon as i found out what that
was.. i’m still not totally sure.. it is what is for me sTilL.. and i’LL
be what i be.. sure.. haha.. more beast am i than beauty with a smile too..
And nah.. with a totAlly Loving Nurturing Mother.. no problem to FeeL
or Give Love.. more difficult to
find as receiver though
and Grace.. haha..
“are you a dizzy fly”.. i had
no idea how to move then with
Grace.. basically never lEarned
how.. sitting acing all grades through 19 years
or so.. inside/outside on Tennis Courts.. of erratic
movement then2.. as me and racket and bAll becAMe
one in River Flow.. oh yeah.. Flow.. an ambition alWays now
to me as River STiLL Dances.. As far as what culture and society
in general expect.. as far as job titles and making money.. never
mattered at all to me.. except i wanted to study human and be the
most human i could be as gifted by Nature and God oNe iN poTenTiaL
alWays.. A DancE and SonG to eventuAlly come aT LeASt in Strength
and Grace and Love wiTh WiLL Driving HiGher beYond Rainbow colors too.. iN FloW..
The Hardest pARt was loSing most all oF thAT for a couple of years in college and 66 months of
course.. ‘tween ages 47 and 53.. but anyWay.. as far as your situation goes.. as best as i now
can access/assess from the poetry heAR.. most folks where i live never get to use their college
degree for what it was initially deSigned.. Capitalism mixed with Automation of Machines
And Information Technology is coming to clearly spell.. humans no longer need apply..
A Good Husband with a Great Job and raiSing a Family may not be a sacrifice at all
if i am reading you anywhere close to you heAR(t).. it’s more of how many
folks miss you when you are gone.. than what title
one has when they are here or DO.. And it’s true..
as great as i take care of my health
as after all that was one of
three school titles
in Degrees along
with Social Sciences Interdisciplinary
and yes.. what i love to do most all for free..
study humans in Anthropology.. i might end
up being the last one standing in my family
circles heAR as i do kNow and FeeL and
SenSe i have mastered what
maintain NoW iN wHOle
affirmation as most elders
who reAlly live long lives say..
the secret is to stay complete
Loving what one has more and more
than ever beForE.. never wanting anything one can’t currently have..
A sTAte of mInd and BoDy BaLaNCinG Force of soUL @leASt to me..
No matter country either as long as one can practice from within Free enough now..
Other than that.. nice to see you FriEnd.. and see ya later.. as River Breathes Free.. Me..
oH and PS..
i always Wanted
to get Married
And Dance A Song of Creativity
2.. So Mission accomplished aLL..
sure2 witH A Yard and a Garden
and tWins.. iF onLY juSt me and ‘the wife’..
iN complete Divine Masculine and Feminine Balance..2
(https www youtube com/ watch? v=-MbGTQbzou8)
Yep.. kinda like Hell Boy2.. after the works are dOne2..;)
Marraige, writing, dancing, singing and that too with your Babe, you two are goals to be honest. 😍😍😍
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Rafiah.. as so many
people for so many thouSands
of years have come to A TruTh
and liGht to share for Eons
never end.. A Golden rule
in all the symbols
that coMes as GiVinG
and shaRinG LoVE..
and co-creating ways
with God as the resT
of NatuRe plUs
of what we
See.. SeNse and
FeeL from LIGht
to dArk beYond eYes
and eaRs as organs.. ‘tween
sHades of Grey.. beYOnd RainBow
Colors more.. LoVe is the rule WiTh WiLL
that drives us forward to survive and thrive more..
HolDinG Hands toGeTher thaT SPeLL liFE noW..
A MaGiC thaT iS the miracle of Sentient Star DuST
PlUs uS coMes to liFe from Crucible of Star Burst
Death resurrection as we breathe now.. anyWay..
you StILL Live in
my prayers and
hopes more for
you mY friEnd.. and
your coming husband..
And as one of my favorite
letters as i write back and forth
to FriEnds and maKe iT paRt as
Ocean WhOle of the Long Form
Poem of 4 MiLLion words as is a
Casual Conversation as FriEnds.. as
Facebook Memory from a year ago today..
And hehe.. as the Internet forevermore now
goes in server ways.. heAR iT is agaIn now..;)
Ah.. a photographic memory..
blessing and curse.. but yes..
mostly blessing.. and this a fine
tribute to your teacher.. my friend..
Rafiah.. but truly this is your noble
look.. as was in the first of five selfies
you have shared here since i’ve known
your Facebook presence.. and remember
your first Facebook go around with your
Seagull presence from the beach on my
about section.. and now you’ve
moved from Seagull
to Queen yourself..
i suppose Allah
express the beauty
of themselves.. so a
prayer is your face.. my friend..
Not unlike the seagull on beach..
prayer of selfie.. no different reAlly
than photo blessings of Supper true..:)
Know that you have very special place in my heart.
Your love makes me all cozy and baby like
all over again. I like you a lot Sir.
WeLL.. thank you.. cozy baby..
Same here.. Too.. And that feeling
is oxytocin as chemistry will do..
With real human friends..
Back to the future now..
SMiLes my friEnd that
is the kind of Love that
little children have for their
Grandmother and Grandfather
with hands of wrinkle or Hands of smooth..
with Grey hairs of head.. or dArkest shine
of BLack.. stooped and bent walk or Fearless
Stride.. Love kWows no Gender.. no Age.. no Religion..
no Nation.. no Sexual Orientation.. no Disability.. eTc..
SeNSEs NoW.. yes..
LoVe IsREAL.. Yes2..
And As ‘they’ say sTiLL
“To Sir With Love’.. and
i never even had to come
to Dinner.. just be a friEnd..
And by the way.. i really Love
that photo that you shared of your
Family from what looked like years
ago on Facebook.. as that is my friEnd
Rafiah.. Sweet and Pure Angel alWays to me..
and sure.. in some ways.. the Daughter i never had..:)
Hehe.. and yes.. the way i aged the photo is.. you were
much taller than your sisters then.. With sMiLes of Love.. StiLL..
or weight either..;)
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