Is so passionate
That it amuses me
kya baat hai- yehan ult hai.
Every body is different, yet so innately similar. 😊 I am sure you have that side too, may be life hasn’t given the chance to explore it yet.
Oh I did get to explorer it, akin to having dreams but pretty much choked on it.
I hope that isn’t supposed to be amusing. I know not all out of all but as I age I find what I do get of dreams, doesn’t feel so amusing or great.
though I’d be dishonest to say I’m not passionate about other things and amused- but I hardly recognize it as passion.
Everything passion is a double edged
Every passion is a double edged sword. Make one feel so high on life. Also makea one suffer as well. Its like a shadi ka lado, jo khaye wo pashtay aur jo na khaye wo.bhi pashtaye. 😎😂😂😂
Hmm.. i tend to read stuff literally
first so i will do my best to answer
how the Lover in you is so passionate
that it amuses
you and it’s
true where i had
emotions and senses
when i was young they were
much too overpowering to figure
out with words and on top of that
in my culture there
was/is little to no
too as Emotions and even
smiles back in those old School Days
were not something considered appropriate
for males to do and tears.. hell no.. no way unless
you are playing
they really hurt.. hehe..
yeah that’s my only Memory
from Little League Baseball when
i played for the Pelicans at about 8 years
old.. when the Catcher got hit without protection
anyway.. where i live
you mostly have to become
Superman to be a man for in terms
of mystical teachings from a Man Named
Jesus in the parts of the Gnostic Gospels that
were censored out for Heavens kNOw men were
not allowed to be real men back in them days for they
were trained to kill the opposing tribes when men are only
the Divine other
paRT as the Teacher
in the Gnostic Gospels
ascribed to the female kind when
the other men said Mary Magdalene
in the Verse 114 of that Gospel of Thomas
and all other Women were not Spiritual enough
beings to enter
of Heaven of
course they didn’t
even understand what
Jesus was saying as that
Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand
then still now in this Generation now still
for those who arrive in divine feminine grace
and love as foundation of Will and Strength and
of course those last two were and still are all of what
some men value as Life Loving Guns and Stuff like that
their little boys
lose their empathy
and sympathy and compassion
too so they can surely muster the
Will to Kill Bambi’s Mother one day too..
hmm.. that’s a Young Deer’s Mother in case
you haven’t heard that Disney story either.. guessing you have
as you seem
to be up
it’s true i cried
when i saw that movie
but if you are a boy you are
suppose to be thrilled to kill Bambi’s Mother
or maybe it was/is the Father.. could Google it but
writing in a flow for now.. anyway.. you probably get the
point as you too could shed tears over the Love of Nature
all too for
are very attached
to their Mother’s with
the neurohormone oxytocin
in receptors therein tHeir physical body
emotions too.. in other words while they might
not have the words for all their complex emotions
never the less they experience them with the same
receptors for Neurohormones in that warm and fuzzy feeling
yes.. Feral Yellow Boy used
to be a killer 24/7 in the back
woods too.. there was a time before
that he was suckling his Mama Cat
like Bambi does too.. making kitty biscuits
of Love on Mama Cat Breasts too.. and now what
does he do
is his Mama Kat Now true..
nah.. he’s not sharpening his claws
on her soft belly now he is feeling love
Kat love as even reformed Cat Killers in Nature
do now true..
and hey even
Lions as Documentaries
Show can remember their
Domesticated Human Lovers in the
Wild too years removed for they remember
the scent of emotions of warm and fuzzy true
in the unique smell of their master same now true..
thing is i understood this before i read or saw any documentaries
or had any spoken words my
for i Feel
Nature i Sense
Nature i Love all
Nature now true yes i have
spidey senses and feelings that love all now true..
and it’s True Culture did its damnedest down here
in Trump Fundamentalist Onward Christian Soldiers
ways to take that Love away from me and all my Creativity
a long hard fight
of 19 years
with 25 years of
active status in pay
working for the Military too..
they took my heART away in the cumulative
combined effort of all the stress i endured to keep
Love Real all those 33 years of work and 19 Years of school too..
And it’s true now when i think back at it i suppose i could get angry
at all of that but i won’t for you see they are the ones who lack A Prize of
how to do
it most every
day when i Public Dance
in Feeling Emotions through
every cell of my body as regulating
a fine tuned Ferrari Engine of God’s Love
in Beyond iNFiniTy of just 12 Short Cylinders
Now WiTH Senses Integrating as a Feather
Floats through air to as i play with God’s
i surf the air and water
my friend as i dance through God
meanwhile other folks they sit in the other place now..:)
Anyway.. A short answer
mY friEnd to how is the Lover
in you so passionate that Lover Amuses you now is..
TruTH iN LiGHTThaT LoVeR iS God NeVeR Send LoVE aWay.. Play.
Anyway.. Rafiah you make me Smile for in the first of the
last three of your posts you talked about a flat face
and sort of a distance from being
here and then about
and that is
what we do
to our Dragon when
our Dragon Sprouts Wings with the Fire of Love
some people name it Saint Elmo’s Fire as Elmo
is just another name for Helen like my Mother’s
name that means BrinGeR oF LiGht TruENoW2
anyWay.. i have a SonG NoW
And as alWays NoW More
Thanks for MuSinG God in Me
for God is thE Lover thaT wHo aRises
Love ALL mY FRiEnD..
Yes.. You Have A FRED in FRiEnD
And it’s true if that God pArt wasn’t
bulging out this would even be a F now..
iN Left Justification View Different When Centered of course..:)
Oh by A way in case you didn’t
feel it this is that online Hug i promised you earlier on Facebook.. hehe..
and true back when i lost my emotions and desperately tried to get them
back for those Real 66 months of just Dragon Existence in Hell back then..
i couldn’t connect to anyone in the flesh and blood world.. i lost the feeling
and the sense and it literally even hurt every cell in my body to be around
then.. so logically
i tried to remember love
and eventually make words
organic so they Love True2..
and that was so hard to do then..
in fAct i screamed at God to the top
of my Lungs at my Mother’s home and sure
you heard the story we used to watch Alfred Hitchcock
late at night in warm and fuzzies and she even gave me
Coffee to help with my ADHD then.. i was at her home and
i said Mama please help me bring that feeling back again
and i FucKinG Swear
i am so
back so i could
Feel Her again before her Light went away..
Truth is that Light lives now doesn’t iT
Hear oN Rafiahs Blog now
to my Mother
And God they
have the NaMELoVe..:)
You are so fortunate that your mama was your light in your dark days. Like you are so positive for me in the days and nights i feel downright negative, trying to shove and push me hard to get out of the cold chill unhomely feel towards the warm embrace of everything good that it is there about the life, heart, emotions and soul. 💚💚💚
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah.. for Mothers
And Fathers who Give
eYes of Continuing
the Force of Love for
Humanity now.. truly more
i am the Lucky one for there
are those who have never felt
And given the Nurturing Love of a Mother
and or Father wHo only Love to See Plants
Reach now greater for
A Sun of Love Now More..
Yes.. tHeRe are beyond an Infinite
Number of Stories and Metaphors and
Symbols for Love and this is the GreaTesT
God of all to worship in each and everyone of us
Love mY friEnd
AliVE NOW alWays LIVinG WiThiN..:)
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