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Death!
Lustful eyes
And stray thoughts
Pushed far enough towards
Damnation.
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Hope
Is forgiveness.
It’s not me.
But Almighty Being Himself
Redemption.
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Master Passion Greed 
Oh Lord..
i must be
psychic
again
as usual..
synchronicity.. or
whatever Acausal
connecting principle
iS in play now as when
i was arriving here at your
site.. the strangest thOught
popped into my head before
i arrived at your new poem here..
and that was
how are
you
mastering
your passions
these days.. Rafiah..
as i surely cannot imagine
you as a greedy person in less
you would love more attention from
your bestie girl friends from over ‘there’..
in Pakistan Land..
anyway..
i must
say you
are becoming
a very innovative
and creative poet
as Lord knows i see
a phallic symbol there
at the head of your poem
about lustful eyes.. stray
thoughts.. death and my
goodness..
damnation..
that is
surely
a worse
fate than
only death..
and below that
the spirit of redemption
when one sees lust as evil..
Hmm.. funny.. you kNow.. i read
the title of your site for i guess over
a year before i looked at it as potentially
literally meaning mastering passion and greed
in terms of you as a person.. and i suppose that
it is my pre-conceived notion that women find it
easier
to
control
lust.. particularly
Muslim women and
that is just another
preconceived notion
as underneath the clothing..
yes surely.. more than we see over
‘heRe’ there is a beating heart and
flesh that is flesh and beating like
any other
human
alive.. now..
yeah.. i face
up to my lust..
master it too..
and never fall
to the actual act
of it to harm anyone..
in real life now.. and greed..
and jealousy and other human
nature to regulate and control
is always a mastery of life
my friend..
from
wake
to sleep..
i focus on giving
more than taking..
sharing more
than
controlling
and here in my later
years.. i find it works for me..
and what i love most is friends
with smiles my friEnd..
sure.. with words too..
that you often share
and give me.. too..
yet sure..
i am
human.. too..
and this life is
both art and practice
oF LiGht above dARk..
and oh by A way.. been reading
a lot about human archetypes and
Carl Jung lately.. so sure.. that could be
just
a
pyramid
up tHeRE too..
and perhaps
not a
partial
womb below..
but in Jungian
terminology that is
how Jung describes the
anima that is the diving feminine
as female sexuality as spiritual
and nurturing
and male
or animus
in divine masculine
as part
of the
earth
as
more flesh and blood
than in terms of Romance
Novels and imagination.. as opposed
to visual images in more ‘down to earth’
way.. it does seem to be an appropriate over
all symbol for our general human nature here..
as the
spiritual
life is more in
emotions and the
earthy one is more
in raw senses as such..
anyWay.. i could go on.
as this is truly
fascinating
in what
Jung Terms
Synchronicity as
the closer one gets to
the source.. the force of God
iN alignment.. synchronicities
rain in one’s conscious life as God’s Painting..
as a work of art and masterpiece of tapestry
comes into greater view..
and evidence
of God
is most
all one
experiences..
surely in heaven now..
as when one is in personal
contact like this with God all of liFe is MaGiC..
but without belief in more than one reads in books..
it often
is sadly
missed and
non-existent
and that my
friend IS A
lesSon
oF
liFe experience
as without the experience
it’s hard to relate this all to outside in..:)
*divine feminine
ha!..
diving feminine
could be a Freudian
slip of the lip… i guess..;)
Hi Rafiah.. just came by.. heaR
to say i miss you today and hope
you are doing well.. as you may likely
kNow or FeeL iF you ever do go away
from online.. as that is my only way to contact
my friEnd Rafiah..
as long as this
avenue
of your
blog
as
memoirs
of yoUr
life noW
is open Now
to communicate
with you i will come
here once a month
to say something to
you on
the
7th
of every
month for the
rest of my life..
as i am the friEnd
who never ends on this
end my friEnd.. and i understand
many of the reasons of why you might disappear
from
online..
as long
as my fingers
and mind and soul
works as you say Inshallah
as God WiLLiNG withiN mE..
i’LL
be heRe
each month
to say Hello.. then..
as Love is what gives..
and never expects return
as it alWays coMes..
as FriEnd..
oTHeR than that
Winter Storm Helena
is breezing in for the first
real Winter day and night
as forecast.. since about
three years
or so
in Florida now..
i’LL StiLL be wearing
shorts no matter what.. heHe..
i’LL juST DancE and SinG more to warm uP..
any
cOld
or cLOuds..
iNside oF me2..;)
ps..
Hello..:)
I know its been really long since I have been here. I wanted to write few times, but muse and will to write evaporated as soon as I started. But dont worry I wont be abandoning this place, as this is only where I can be comletely free from all kinds of guards. 🙂
SMiLes.. my friEnd Rafiah..
all muse of liFe is EmoTiOns
and sENSEs and as they say
in biology and chemistry
neuro-chemistry of
what
moves us
in life and sTiLL
sadly.. little science
is taught of this in big
picture art of life in western
schools at least and i surely
cannot speak for yours.. however..
the more patriarchal a society is the
more emotions and senses are usually oppressed
and repressed.. easy to see in the most patriarchal
assessed metro area in the United States in terms
of being
different
sTiLL and
expreSSinG
different as free..
as patriarchy.. naturally.
as a state of human being
in response to scarcity of resources
seeks to dominate and control all resources
including human ones.. particularly females
and children as both the prize and potential threat
if those in turn set themselves free from a patriarchal rule..
it’s a mix.. not all good or bad.. depending on which side of
the coin one lives on
as majority
rule..
what i
do know and
feel is this i can surely
express more divine feminine
grace and love over here in ‘big man’
land with will and Strength that is easily
felt afar by anyone so far who would challenge
my freedom all provided as such by local.. state
and federal laws.. and the Internet provides.. yes.. an
avenue like this.. for those not nearly as privileged as i
to both live somewhere where
this freedom iS even possible
for me.. in the flesh
and blood
DancE
and
SinG
oF LiFe FReED
as me.. and God allone
as surely all animals.. including
human have a natural desire for the
pursuit of life.. liberty and the pursuit of
whatever happiness meets a thrive of life..
perHap..s a flutter for a butterfly… a spiral around
a Sun for Seagulls and a taste of milk and honey for those folks
named
as
human now
and animal too..
other than that happy to
hear you are pulling through the
best you can my friend and always happy
to see and feel and sense you pouring out what
lives within you.. namely God Free.. heAR.. thanks
for dropping
a note..
my friEnd
as you kNow
FeeL and SeNsE
i’LL be around these pARts
iN the future too.. namELy
nowthen.. Rafiah’s places too..:)